All my thoughts
Through the diatribe of life
Turn untenable
I have a stigma
I can't change the past
Everything between us
Lies in shoddy heaps
Still your body creeps
To the corner of my eye
The place where you're perfect
The place where you're close
Your hair fills my nostrils
Your arms wrapped in mine
Our legs intertwine
Our shells are forsaken
You tell me you love me
And of love, despite all,
I still believe
The day is forgotten
The past is forgiven
The glow turns its back
And ignores us
For a moment
A moment that lasts forever
A million moments
In a fragment of a second
I'm yours
You're mine completely
The mons
Engulfed in darkness
Is the only comfort I own now
As all the hope in the world for me
Slips down its dark whirlpool of madness
Is it sucking me in with it?
I cannot tell
Because I'm already insane
With the passion that dwells inside of me
Barely a glint in my eye
Hidden beneath walls of fire that scorch
Any who try to break through
Police tape with an edge
As sharp as a razor
The same bloody razor that brought me here
Into this ongoing darkness
Holding onto me like it never wants to let me go
But maybe I don't want it to let go
Only time can give me that answer
And until then
I will let this dark night sky take over
Eyes and God, alone, entwine
And let the beast, again, be tame
Arm of Earth and legs of vine
The ending cometh, wreathed in flame
Ashes, ashes, Creeping crawl
And all at once the darkness grew
Spreading tendrils, long and deep
Engulfing light, the truth, and you
Eyes of rock, and heart of gray
A god, reborn, and time askew
Come, my tide, and wash away
And bring me something truly new
Eyes and God had reached beyond
And darkness spread, in love and pain
Sand astride the empty sea
That sat in rapture, lusting rain
Hatred, red, and burn within
And watch the pain, destroy in glee
Clouds of blue then rushed the sky
And Fists of
Blood, dry and stale
Rolling through the coarse innards
Of a shattered man
Hands, twisted and broken
From the sins of a young
Fool
Breath, slow raspings
Signaling the final stand of a
Weary creature
Eyes, strain open and vomit tears
Blurring the already muddled world
Into ironic perfection.
Arms, raised to God
As if to say, at the end of
All things
"…I believe…"
When I am doomed to face with this all,
indecision wrapped in turmoil and time,
it seems impossible to overcome heartache.
And I know I miss you more than I should,
given the awful circumstances and the ugly lies.
Sometimes I feel like I'm falling away
from everything and everyone around me;
do you feel the same? At the end of it,
I am alone and you're nowhere to be found;
you were never there when I needed you most.
Though I have dealt with pain and loss,
I never knew it could hurt this much,
never realized how much damage you
would cause over years of adolescent love.
Feigned I-love-you's were just too impersonal.
Flipping through the pages
Of the novel of my life
Delicately, scared to rip
The already torn and broken scripts
Tear stained, blood stained
It's all the same
Only different feelings of pain
Boredom galore
The pages are no more
Peeling from the core
Adore, as they whip in the wind
Embracing the breeze as one
Silently crying, falling apart
Undefined are the words blown about
Not able to peice them back together
Never, I watch as my life flies away
I've been crying, because it was dying
And time made it all go away
Open her face; there a woman sits crying
Wrapped in white lace and benign, gentle cotton.
Curled and afraid, all her stars aren't replying
Uncomforted, cold, all alone and forgotten.
Today I'm a prince and tomorrow, a beggar,
Pulsating with life, though the stars pay no heed.
Such tales go unheard and such life tends to taper,
Ignorant of insignificant needs.
She sits in the back with her thoughts still unspoken,
Flushed her cheeks, looks with desperate eyes.
Open her face; there a woman sits broken,
Hoping they'll hear her inaudible cries.
Nothing lives in earth or sky
that will not fall, in spite of Thee.
"How", we ask, "can angel's fly
when Red and Black are all we see?"
Spill inside, to find the brim
and, inwardly, begin to fill.
"Why", you ask, "is nothing easy?
Nothing simple, nothing still?"
Nothing lives in earth or sky
that will not fall, in spite of Thee.
"How", we ask, "can angel's fly
when Red and Black are all we see?"
Spill inside, to find the brim
and, inwardly, begin to fill.
"Why", you ask, "is nothing easy?
Nothing simple, nothing still?"
Open her face; there a woman sits crying
Wrapped in white lace and benign, gentle cotton.
Curled and afraid, all her stars aren't replying
Uncomforted, cold, all alone and forgotten.
Today I'm a prince and tomorrow, a beggar,
Pulsating with life, though the stars pay no heed.
Such tales go unheard and such life tends to taper,
Ignorant of insignificant needs.
She sits in the back with her thoughts still unspoken,
Flushed her cheeks, looks with desperate eyes.
Open her face; there a woman sits broken,
Hoping they'll hear her inaudible cries.
Flipping through the pages
Of the novel of my life
Delicately, scared to rip
The already torn and broken scripts
Tear stained, blood stained
It's all the same
Only different feelings of pain
Boredom galore
The pages are no more
Peeling from the core
Adore, as they whip in the wind
Embracing the breeze as one
Silently crying, falling apart
Undefined are the words blown about
Not able to peice them back together
Never, I watch as my life flies away
I've been crying, because it was dying
And time made it all go away
When I am doomed to face with this all,
indecision wrapped in turmoil and time,
it seems impossible to overcome heartache.
And I know I miss you more than I should,
given the awful circumstances and the ugly lies.
Sometimes I feel like I'm falling away
from everything and everyone around me;
do you feel the same? At the end of it,
I am alone and you're nowhere to be found;
you were never there when I needed you most.
Though I have dealt with pain and loss,
I never knew it could hurt this much,
never realized how much damage you
would cause over years of adolescent love.
Feigned I-love-you's were just too impersonal.
Blood, dry and stale
Rolling through the coarse innards
Of a shattered man
Hands, twisted and broken
From the sins of a young
Fool
Breath, slow raspings
Signaling the final stand of a
Weary creature
Eyes, strain open and vomit tears
Blurring the already muddled world
Into ironic perfection.
Arms, raised to God
As if to say, at the end of
All things
"…I believe…"
Eyes and God, alone, entwine
And let the beast, again, be tame
Arm of Earth and legs of vine
The ending cometh, wreathed in flame
Ashes, ashes, Creeping crawl
And all at once the darkness grew
Spreading tendrils, long and deep
Engulfing light, the truth, and you
Eyes of rock, and heart of gray
A god, reborn, and time askew
Come, my tide, and wash away
And bring me something truly new
Eyes and God had reached beyond
And darkness spread, in love and pain
Sand astride the empty sea
That sat in rapture, lusting rain
Hatred, red, and burn within
And watch the pain, destroy in glee
Clouds of blue then rushed the sky
And Fists of
Engulfed in darkness
Is the only comfort I own now
As all the hope in the world for me
Slips down its dark whirlpool of madness
Is it sucking me in with it?
I cannot tell
Because I'm already insane
With the passion that dwells inside of me
Barely a glint in my eye
Hidden beneath walls of fire that scorch
Any who try to break through
Police tape with an edge
As sharp as a razor
The same bloody razor that brought me here
Into this ongoing darkness
Holding onto me like it never wants to let me go
But maybe I don't want it to let go
Only time can give me that answer
And until then
I will let this dark night sky take over
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Alright!
As of today, there's only 3 days left until Contest #1 is officially over, so get those last few submissions in, that is, if you're interested in finding your work in Lady x-innocence-x (https://www.deviantart.com/x-innocence-x)'s Journal! And, due to this being the first of the OAPC's many contests, it will be held as a Silent Contest. Ergo, the OAPC Staff will review the submissions and after much deliberation, decide it's winner! So, if you're interested
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I think a contest is in order! And I'm not sure how onyxalibi (https://www.deviantart.com/onyxalibi) would like this page to be layed out, so I guess I will just make it as simple as possible.
The theme of this contest will be:
:pointr:Hope (eg. loss of, gain of, Pandora's Box, whatever comes to mind...)
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Rules:
~Send us your entry in a note titled "Contest" with the link to your submission
~Everyone can vote
Prize:
~Displayed in the front journal for a period of a time (most likely till next contest winner)
~Also displayed in x-innocence-x (https://www.deviantart.com/x-innocence-x)'s journal
Good Luck Members!!
To clear things up a bit, this was my first DA account. One thing lead to another, and I was dooped into thinking that I had to switch user names, which I didn't.
So, after a buncha work, I got the OAPC up and running instead of letting the page lie dormant!
Hey there WELCOME TO deviantART. I hope that you enjoy it here, and I cannot wait to see some of your art work. If you ever have any questions feel free to ask. Take care